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Time really passed by so quickly 

And come to think of it, it has been one and a half years since i last blogged.

i wonder if there is anyone who will still visit my blog

But anyway, here will remain as a place where i sit down silently and reflect on how I'm feeling and how i can slowly improve myself

Actually, come to think of it. Seeing my blogpost may not be a happy thing.

Because for the past 10 posts, i only blog when i have many things on my mind 

"So if you don't see my blog post it means I'm doing okay .... ; not perfect but okay" 

So whats up these days? 

Actually i just want to ask .. 

How do you define a complicated person? 

Am i complicated? 

If yes, how complicated? 

If I'm complicated, are you perfect? 

I seriously dont get it. 

20 January 2018. 

How about some updates?

I just realised that it has been almost one year that i didnt blog.

Have i been bz lately? 

I guess i have. With work, with life, with family & friends, with moving on ..... 

Work remains the same, of cz there are some disappointments but sometimes, i don't even know what i want. 

Where will i see myself in 5, 10 years .. ?

With the recent change in working hours, i realise that i am getting more and more tired.

But i can say, I'm grateful for colleagues who are so supportive and most of the times, can make my day. You know who you are :)

But i know it can't last forever bcz everyone is continuously moving..  

No matter what, I'm thankful we crossed paths - thank you for being my friend and companion

.. & i appreciate all you have done for me.

Friends wise; they drive me crazy .. 

But i can't help but laugh when i think of funny moments together

Especially when we go for drinks, dance, trips, stay overs .. 

Something that we will treasure when we look back at the pictures 10 years down the road; or when we all have our own families one day 

Of cz, there are some unhappy moments - I'm sorry if i have offended any one of you.

Friends for life; & brothers & sisters forever <3 p="">

Visited a few countries which enriched my life..

2015 trips summarised by visit to London; Paris;Venice; Pisa; Cinque Terre;Vatican City; Florence; Rome, Cambodia, plus a short trip to Lion City for Christmas, skiing in Seoul .. 

Started 2016 with a trip to Kohlipe; and getting my diving license in Tioman .. 

Next trip will be to Japan for Autumn (perhaps if its nice i will go back for winter? Haha)

Every time i come back from trips, i really have the urge to become a tour guide in some travel agency .. 

Perhaps influenced by a friend - to enjoy the quality of life and do what makes self happiest 

Another thing which made me really happy and worth remembering is a family trip to Penang on daddy's birthday..

We took a ferry, and went back to places they brought us when we were young.

The places may have changed, but feelings remain unchanged <3 nbsp="" p="">

The next question is, whats next?

I keep asking myself .. what am i really chasing in life? 

Every Sunday night, i compiled silently in my head whats the next thing i must do next weekend when i have the time and mood to.. 

But so far I'm not heading anywhere

Is this what they call crisis? I really have no idea

Friends study; or chase corporate success, or get married.. then what am i doing? 

But i guess take life as it comes.

One day, i will be there where i belong. 

I have faith .. please be with me.

Some pictures, in case one day i get really old and couldn't recall what this post is about - here goes :) 

 Colleagues who have become friends :)

This is a live picture, hahaha .. cant help but laugh at the live version

 Guess i have to indirectly thank the heavy rain for clearing the background for this pic :)

And thanks for the companionship :) 

 Hello Seoul! 

 Big Love! 

Last but not least,

Family <3 p="">

More pictures in my next post 

I don't know when but .. 

Stay tuned! :)

July 24, 2016

Hours 0012

Your Birthday

A year has passed so fast 

And its your birthday again in 2 hours time
I remember last year this time we were still arguing .. but got back together bcz its your birthday.
I silently wished that i could have the honour to do so this year but of cz i can't bcz its not good for you

Happy birthday 

I wish you happiness and wish that you seek what ever that is best for you.

Tomorrow, i will celebrate the day, just like how it would be if you were here with me
This is stupid .. but it is something that i have promised myself since many months back
I wish to stick to what that is in my mind.
Tomorrow, will be a path that i will take alone.
Wonder how will it be?

July 23 2016 

Hours 2220