2014 Resolutions/ Needs

2013

Welcome 2014. Well, not yet, but soon.

Heard on the radio that resolutions should be made when you need it and should not be the burden of 1st Jan

Well, maybe there's a point but somehow

Maybe new year is a year where you start afresh and start thinking of what you really should change.

10. I should allocate more time to myself.

Example: I bought 17 books from the Big Bad Wolf a fortnight ago and i have not read a single one

If the ME two years ago, i would have swallowed at least half of the fictional books (Which includes 2 of my Vampire Diaries)

Another incident, i borrowed Devil's Wear Prada from him 3 months back and i am stil stuck at the same page

Situation: Back from work late and lack of energy after driving for long hours in the jam. Night time is for early resting/chatting with my dear/cleaning the house. Weekends is for outings to stimulate economy/to go home to Ipoh. Howwwwww

SOLUTION: AT LEAST ONE SATURDAY/SUNDAY EVERY MONTH ALONE. RECHARGE!

9. I need to exercise more.

And so, i have a pool and a gym and i pay RM 200 per month for them. 

What a waste of money if i dont use them. And undeniably, i am feeling unwell frequently :(

Situation: Same as above. 

SOLUTION: SAME AS ABOVE. But i will be exercising alone. Pity :( Anyone?

8. I need to sign up for more internet

As im blogging this, the line is extremely slow. And i cant watch my On Call and My Sing Lady

I will need to wait till im back home, or get downloaded episodes from friends (Which will be very inconvenient)

SOLUTION: DO SOME RESEARCH ON BROADBANDS. BUDGET: LESS THAN RM 60 PER MONTH. Come to think about it, enough?? :(

7. I need to make sure my dear get rids of his bad habits.

This is important and should be of ranking num 1. Its for your own good. Dear, pleaseeeee :(

Beg you. I dont want to control you, but sometimes, i dont have a choice.

Torn Between Love and Being The Bad Person.

I beg you

6.I need to be more in command with my life. Not quiet anymore

At times, i am afraid of saying,

because i am afraid of hurting people i love

I am afraid i will be the topic of everyone's gossip, so i prefer not talking.

I did not want to be the centre of attention. Call me passive, but somehow, i cant

I really dont know if its a wise or unwise choice. 

But life in hq, i have learnt something

Just doing work will get you no where no matter how efficient your work will be

But being with the right people, wil get you somewhere. 

SOLUTION: FOCUS. DUAL ROLES

To be continued. 

Monday blue, i have to sleep. Good night

Dec 22122013, Hours 2027

2013 Reflections

Wow, cant really believe its already the 2nd last weekend of 2013. 

I felt as if i have not done anything significant this year

For instance, i have not explored any new destinations this year

Almost went to Bangkok, but finally couldnt.

Im sorry.
Even my blog, i am sorry i half abandoned 

Well, to sum up, 2013 has been a year of ups and downs.

Let me start family wise

In february, Ozzie left to Aussie to study. Just back for sem break end of nov, enjoying his sem break at home. Envy!!

 Picture at KLIA

And i went for an operation to remove a lump in November.
Took one week of medical leave
While waiting to be pushed into the operation theatre, i was very scared
What if, i went inside and never came out?
There are so many things which i didn do
Thanks my dear for being by my side. And my dad and my mum.
Who took care of me. Be with me
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Work wise, cool, i changed 5 positions in 1 year, from North Team to Central Team and into HQ.

I have many people to thank, bcz if not for them, i will not be where i am today. 

Thanks from the bottom of my heart, i wil work hard

I wish in the next year to come, i wil continue to have new challenges in new roles

Need to work hard cz im feeling quite poor, with so many things in mind :D

Well, to start off, i got my new company avanza 8635 in January :D 

But sadly i returned it in November bcz my new role no longer requires me to work outdoors :( 

Some pictures:

Farewell gift from them in YL Ipoh. thanks for everything 

The North Team

New Colleagues in HQ

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Well, life wise, i am really really grateful to have met you.

Thanks for coming into my life ♥ ❤

My dear, hope that you will be happy and healthy for the rest of your life

Please do take care of yourself 

If you dont want to make me heartbroken

Some pictures: - 

White house partyyyy

Starbucks tumbler for us as farewell gift prior to leaving Ipoh

Dinner at Josephine's, first official date =) 

Ipoh again on a random weekend

Before his birthday celebration with his besties

His birthday celebration on the 24th =) Yes a self-reminder- that shirt needs to go :D 

First Broga together :D *Breathless* *Breathtaking* 

Dont know why he opens his mouth so big

His head fills 60% of the picture :D 

Random outing :D 

 I miss this skirt. He confiscated it cz he says its too revealing. Im still waiting to redeem it back... :(

 Promised ady, must deliver :D

 Wearing my shirt :D

 Annual dinner at JW Marriott =)

 Close up

And so, its my birthday!!

 Hehe, my head is smaller :D

 Feel wana pinch his cheeks :D

 Lovesss from us :D My current Whats App Wallpaper

 :D

 He acts as photographer but didn give me any pictures :( I keep wana deal but stil not successful :(
Helppppp

 Before movie *White Storm* Make me cry :( Hngggg

 While waiting to for dinner. His initial plan was to bring me to Hill which has already shifted. And fully booked. So plan changed. And finally we went to Bangsar Shopping Mall nearby office

 Happy birthday to me =)

 My birthday cake =)

 Together =)

 Make a wish =)

 Call me maybe? =)

Dear, thanks for a memorable birthday celebration. And for the birthday gift =)
*Charles and Keith handbag which i wanted to buy*

Fast forward 10 days, its christmas season =) Most probably will be spending Christmas alone with my books so here goes, a pre-photo shoot

 Merry Christmas and a Happy New Year =)

 Line santa :D

 o.O

 Hug you

 Hug you too :D

 Exercise :D

 Touch your heart :D

 Shy shy...

Hug youuu
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And as for my frens, 
Thanks for being with me when i need someone to talk to, to be with me =) 

 Miss Mona, thanks for visiting me in hospital, for all the concern and laughter, haha.
Always busy. Need pre appointment to book her. Lol

 Christmas party with coursemates:D Lemon, please take care of my Spiderman umbrella

 My birthday celebration =) Thank you 

2nd  coursemate's wedding after Yuwen's =)
Wish Xinting happy ever after, lol we had a great reunion
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Many many more event and people that came into my life, play with me, accompany me, 
I remember, and thank you from the bottom of my heart
Im blessed, truly.

Looking forward to a great 2014 with all of you

Lovessss

Hours 2031 22122014 

p.s Monday blue tomorrow zzz

btw, Thanks Ozzie for the gigantic birthday Tobleronessssss =) 

My dear in action :D

How can i get mad at him when he sends me such heart melting pics 

Lovesss dear

090913 Hours 2159 

I wonder

They say, life is short

Live one day at a time

Spend days living and not worrying because worrying does not give solutions

Appreciate the present because you will never know what will happen tomorrow

As long as we are happy everything will be alright

If only fairy tales are reality,happy ever after, after the bad guys are gone

But life is not a fairy tale

maybe i am really thinking too much, but how can we not think about the future?

I am afraid of what the future has to hold because i see many many challenges, so grey

I am torn between you and my family

I understand they want the best for me,but i am choosing to avoid this question

I am scared of explaining because the more i try to explain, the more i am unsure

I am scared, one day,i cant even convince myself, how will it be then?

but i cant let you go because i cant imagine life without you

Dear, I am sorry you fell in love with the wrong person

Because maybe i am not worth your love

What am i doing

I am afraid to hug you,because i am scared

I am scared if i hug you tight, i really cant let you go if one day, you really need to

I cant be so selfish

You should have a complete family

Something that i may not be able to give you

Saw my friend post in fb

The best boyfriend isnt the best looking, the richest or the funniest,

But the one that can make me smile with no reason

I want to let you know

To me, you are my best boyfriend because you are incomparable

I know i seldom tell you this but i should let you know

I am glad for your presence in my life, 

because you are always there for me regardless of what

Dear,no matter what happens in the future,

You always have a special spot in my heart

I want to hold your hand

But maybe i am not that strong

I am tired, really tired

I wish for a vacation, where i can just travel myself and see the world

To be away from everything 

But this is not possible

I feel very heavy

But life goes on.

God,please give me strength 

Please give me a direction.

July 28 2013 Hours 2147

Q2 2013 Wmy's Review

It has been 2 months plus since i last wrote a blog post
I want to say, many things have happened in this period
I have a change of portfolio in my company, and am relocated to KL
Salary wise increased, but spending wise also increased
So it comes back to the same in terms of bank balance amount omg lol
Its so funny, previously i long to be in kl, but now i want to be near home
Take things as they come, i believe in our future

Still remember how it all began, and will remember forever
I am thankful for your presence in my life
With me in everything i did
Making me laugh when i am sad
Never tired of listening to my complaints (or are you tired but cant say anything? haha)
Though sometimes i wish you are here with me
This weekend, is the first weekend without you by my side
I miss you

Our road ahead is full with challenges
 Hope our love will grow stronger by day
Hope you will continue to love me just as much as i love you

Hours 1259 9 June 2013

Love you