The Most Difficult

One of the most difficult things on earth is to

care about the feelings of everyone at the same time.

I mean everyone at the same time.

Saying something, or doing something, can give two different effects to two different people

Complicated isnt it?

And sometimes, in the process of caring about other people's feelings

You may be hurting yourself without you realising it

And by the time you realise it, the damage has already been done

Life, so mysterious,

And sometimes, we get confused between what is right and what is wrong

Or we care too much about a person's feelings

Until we become unsure, of how to judge our reasons.

There is no right or wrong feelings, nor right or wrong words

Its just how you take it, its how they take it

They say, we shouldnt care of how other people judge ourselves and just be ourselves

Because those who judge dont matter, and those who matters dont judge

Just a random thought, i wonder, is it that easy?

Perhaps i am too sensitive to people's reactions and actions

I dont indicate that i know, but at one glance in the eyes or the tone in the voice,

I know what is happening, how you are feeling

I dont know if its a good thing or bad thing that i can easily feel this way

But sometimes, i really wish that my instincts are wrong

What i can do now, is not to care so much and be more of myself

Is it that easy?
It never is, and never will be

March 11 2012 Hours 2219