They say, life is short
Live one day at a time
Spend days living and not worrying because worrying does not give solutions
Appreciate the present because you will never know what will happen tomorrow
As long as we are happy everything will be alright
If only fairy tales are reality,happy ever after, after the bad guys are gone
But life is not a fairy tale
maybe i am really thinking too much, but how can we not think about the future?
I am afraid of what the future has to hold because i see many many challenges, so grey
I am torn between you and my family
I understand they want the best for me,but i am choosing to avoid this question
I am scared of explaining because the more i try to explain, the more i am unsure
I am scared, one day,i cant even convince myself, how will it be then?
but i cant let you go because i cant imagine life without you
Dear, I am sorry you fell in love with the wrong person
Because maybe i am not worth your love
What am i doing
I am afraid to hug you,because i am scared
I am scared if i hug you tight, i really cant let you go if one day, you really need to
I cant be so selfish
You should have a complete family
Something that i may not be able to give you
Saw my friend post in fb
The best boyfriend isnt the best looking, the richest or the funniest,
But the one that can make me smile with no reason
I want to let you know
To me, you are my best boyfriend because you are incomparable
I know i seldom tell you this but i should let you know
I am glad for your presence in my life,
because you are always there for me regardless of what
Dear,no matter what happens in the future,
You always have a special spot in my heart
I want to hold your hand
But maybe i am not that strong
I am tired, really tired
I wish for a vacation, where i can just travel myself and see the world
To be away from everything
But this is not possible
I feel very heavy
But life goes on.
God,please give me strength
Please give me a direction.
July 28 2013 Hours 2147
