Faith

Dont know why..

Back from work and decided to blog today.

Perhaps it already the beginning of July 2014, a new quarter a new post?

Throughout this whole year, i felt like i have really grown a lot.

In what sense.. i really dont know how to describe

Perhaps its the decision making, the role im playing, the people who has really taught me well

Looking back, i realise that i am indeed the lucky one

I am grateful to be who i am today.

At the same time, i am also not as happy and carefree as i used to be

Is this what they call the growing up stage?

I feel very tired.. 

I try not to think this way

But sometimes, i cant help but wonder if you are lying to me

but i dont want to ask becz i dont want to know the answer.

Sometimes i wonder,

If i ask will i feel better

But i didn want to pressure you

How long can this continue, I wonder. 

why did it come to this stage?

Is it hard to do something for me?

am i too demanding?

you make me question myself 

but i come to no conclusion... 

Days and months passed

I wish things will go back where it is less complicated

When you have never lied to me.

I never told you this

But please restore the faith that i should have in you. 

Please

July 1, Hours 2115