Complicated May

Lately i have been very much into horoscopes despite all those hectic schedules

Becz i realised i am beginning to lose focus

And i need a clear understanding on something before i continue thinking of what i want

Before continuing with any other horoscopes, of cz i read mine

The traditional sagittarius traits (googled) include:
Optimistic and freedom loving

Jovial and good humored
Honest and straightforward
Intellectual and philosophical
Blindly optimistic and careless

Irresponsible and superficial

Tactless and restless

I agree, 

especially on the tactless and restless part..

Dont know why so emo lately

Thinking of things that i shouldnt be thinking about

Maybe im over sensitive, but 

Doesnt sensitivity means you care over something?

When care is there, its hard to just let it be and say goodbye when small details matter

I may act as if i dont care but i dont know why, i do.

So im trying to find my answers but i cant seem to find them.

How pathetic. Really pathetic 

Fyp is giving me headache headache and headache bcz i duno what is wanted

Maybe its right that they say im irresponsible

Because i really dont have much energy left to settle it

But rather just to hope for the best of all

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Today went for lunch buffet with them at Crystal Crown Hotel

RM23 for buffet and we ate till we dropped

So many cakes and desserts, taste wise is better than SGarden but the atmosphere in SG is better

After that went to MRR2 for layang-layang xD

This plan was abandoned since months back and i was excited we went

Initially we only brought 1 kite but we came back with three

 Its a bird! Its a plane! But its not superman.. haha

The bird belonged to Ivan and the green jet plane belonged to Shin

The minute when he brought his plane back we were laughing and laughing

Cz we guessed the aunty seller must be glad that the plane was finally sold off

The funnier part came when they wanted to send those kites for their maiden flights

They just can't seem to fly. and they were telling shin that he's now bz 'fong-fei-kei-ing' lol 

Its the first time that i play kites while wearing a dinner dress

Never felt so carefree since so long ago. 

Thanks guys for the memories ^^ and thanks Shin for sending me home

May 26 2012 Hours 2303

Its time to sleep.

 Dont haunt me with bad dreams. I just need a rest.

Because i need to fight, a long battle

Suddenly lunch with Sotong on the 9th, something to look forward to :)