April

After a few weeks of not logging into blogger, wow the layout changed

Need some time to get used to it :P

In the settings, they asked if i wanted to connect blogger to google plus

And after thinking, i decided not to

Cz there are some times i prefer keeping to myself and caring friends

Instead of gossipers or backstabbers

So many things on my mind these few weeks

But i am actually secretly glad im occupied with lab work

Because, i wont have much time to think too much

However, lab work is so tiring. Getting to faculty early in the morning and getting back late in the evening

Worse than 8 to 7 work. At least they have lunch hour. I dont.

Not that i dont want. Its cz i have no choice.

Survival for the fittest swt

Or maybe i should rephrase

Survival to fight for the double beam spectrometer

Seriously, i am very sick of fyp
I wake up thinking of fyp and i sleep thinking of fyp omg

Its like a never ending process with many many mistakes and low significance

As if the results will change the world? Impossible. Well at this moment, its really impossible

I have many doubts. Many questions. Many unknowns. No time. No energy. 

Pray for me, everything will be okay. God bless.

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Today, saw something that touched my heart.

As i was driving from faculty heading to my house after texture analyzing,

I saw a dog. Thin. Determined. Chasing a car.

All the way from old flat bus stop to engineering fac roundabout

Where it has no choice but to give up due to traffic.

There are moments when it slowed down when the car slowed down

And as it raced to the front car door barking along with it

Somehow i feel so sad. Why is the owner so heartless

If you really want to leave it, just stop and say a final goodbye

Leaving without a single word, it is just so cruel

I dont know why i become so sentimental,

I just feel like stopping and give it a hug

Its okay if he doesnt want you, there are many others who care

Or perhaps i am just thinking too much

Perhaps the dog just finds pleasure in chasing cars

That i do not know

But i hope

It has an owner who really cares for it becz it deserves it

Just like any others

April 26 2012 Hours 2313