Maybe Its The End

Its Sunday and im crying again
Pathetic right, it is almost going on like a routine.

I dont want to, but tears flow naturally

I feel so weak. This is not me. But im also human

What am i doing? Is it so hard to have a happy ending

Is it the end?

But i find it very hard to let go

My heart is painful, really painful.

Im really really tired.

Argue, argue, argue for the same reason over and over again

Can someone wake me up when its all over?

For almost 2 years, i keep asking myself the same question. 

Why cant you change for me? 

You told me that you wont change for anyone bcz its not the original you any longer.

But in my eyes

Whats wrong with changing for the better?
Whats wrong with trying something new?

Its for our future.

Is it so hard to do something for me?

Its not that i want you to be extremely rich, or extremely clever.

I just want us to be happy

Just like any ordinary couple.

Without any pressure.

From the start, we knew this problem existed
But we held on for so long
But it cant be forever this way
Problems need to be faced

I know you are tired, but im tired too.
Tired because i was serious in this relationship

I should have walked and turn away so that we do not hurt one another further

But i cant

If you still want this relationship

Please do what you should