Dream

Happy New Year 2012! =)

Study week now, there's nothing i do more than sleeping =.=

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So i want to talk about my dream this evening, significant and weird

Cz i seldom rmb my dreams but this one is so clear

They say that dreams are made out of what you thought most

And i kept wondering what it was, which i couldnt comprehend

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I didnt know where it started, but i remembered i was at a street

There were many many many people, everyone busy with their chores and no one even bothered to look at me

But i knew why they didnt want to stop by,

Its because they had nothing to buy from me

I was sitting at the roadside, and my inventories were my belongings

From my condition, I realised that i was extremely poor, poor till i had to sit at the roadside and sell of my belongings

Just waiting, waiting, and waiting, anticipating, what life has to offer.

And then, someone passed. Its my twin.

I guess in my dreams, i am capable of playing multiple characters?

I was well to do, and was currently feeling guilty cz of excessive spendings

I didnt want to spend anymore, but i still walked at this marketplace because in my heart, i was still searching for something

I stopped by, and i picked up ..a fluff toy, cant rmb which

I looked at the ragged girl, as i asked her how much,

Dont know why, the mutual feeling is strong, i felt like reaching out to her

She told me its only 30 cents (judging from the amount i guess i was overseas in my dreams)

I took out my purse, saw many shillings, but i didnt want to give her just that amount

I took out 2 dollars and told her to keep the change

But she insisted she would only accept 30 cents, and from no where, she took out a change of 1.70, which consisted of many 10 cents and 5 cents

She handed them to me, trying to tell me something with her eyes and a sad smile

Probably bidding goodbye to her faithful toy but having no choice as she looked at me

I guessed its thank you, and i didnt know why, suddenly i felt so bitter.

I took it home with me, and i showed it to him

Without a glance, he told me its worthless

I tried to defend it, but he didnt want to listen. I cried,

And then..

I woke up, thinking its really raining

But its as hot as a boiled egg outside there

---end of dream--

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This dream kept me thinking for a long time

About gestures, about gratitude, and the feeling of saying goodbye

About the meaning of life, the unpredictability

Perhaps im over stressed, or perhaps over relaxed =.=

End of blog post, back to vitamins, trace elements and minerals lol

January 5 2011 Hours 2239