Disappointment

Sometimes, i cant help but hope im not that alert

If im not that alert to pay attention to small details, perhaps i would not have realised

Should stay away from facebook and dont simply click on photo sharing options

Will i be happier not knowing? 

But sooner or later i would have known

I wanted to know at that moment, but i am afraid of the answer

So i chose not to ask. 

I was supposed to be very happy, but i ended up feeling so disappointed

I really cant help but wonder who is she

I dont know why i react this way

I underestimated myself. I am supposed to be calm. What am i doing?

Or perhaps i overestimated myself. Dropped rank ady.

And my head is now full of all the ifs.

Exactly.

July 26 2012 Hours 1055

Safe trip

Just a friend, i console myself.
As long as you're happy, I will be.
Bcz i always hope for the best for ones i love most