Wish for the best for you

I have just realised that I have not blogged for 2015.. 

But I am sad that this will be the first post for 2015.

Thank you for the 117 weeks that we have shared. Happiness, sadness.. In the end we have to let go of one another

It's a sad decision, in which I know we are both suffering silently.

I can't even look back of pictures that we have taken without asking myself.. Did we make the wrong decision? 

But I'm clear that there are too many problems between us, that we could only remain best as friends.

I really don't have the strength to further trying to solve issues which is never ending.. 

I'm sorry I hurt you. I hope you can recover soon... 

2 years is not a short time. I feel that there is no point forcing it through.. For a lifetime. You will find someone who wil appreciate and love you more than I do.

I really don't want to lose you as a friend.

I still wish to be near you, to share all your happiness and sadness.

Am I selfish to think like this? Will you hurt more this way? If yes, please tell me... I really wish I could do the best for you... 

Flowers. 

When I got your flowers from the reception. The first thought that I have is I feel like crying.. 

Even as I'm writing this I can't help but cry.

I never thought you will remember what I have said. That you will send flowers to my office. I'm touched. 

24 red roses. 

Thank you for all you have given me. I will cherish it for a lifetime.

 Still remember the first.bouquet of flowers you have given me on our first date.. 

2013 April 

 2015 August..

I finally found the courage to take picture with it.. Just like before 

But in the end, it will just be you and me, living in the past.

August 9 2015

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