Hope =D

From: the-fifth-hope.org

Just want to tell you, hope, as strong as the fist, can fight all obstacles.

Fight fight fight, and all the best, friend =D

Stay positive. Just like what i have been trying to do. And am still trying.

It takes time, but i believe, time can heal, time can provide alternatives, i stil have faith.

September 29 2010, Hours 1325

p/s Still tougue-tied. Its my weakness, i will try to overcome it..

Aza aza fighting =D

Hopes and Disappointments

Primary Treatment and Oil-Water Separator open on the table, and my hands fumbling on the keyboard for a blogpost..

FST 4914 tmr, wishing me luck, I really need plenty of it..

But i'm not here to talk about exams. I am here to talk about, hopes and disappointments.

Is it true that the more hopes you have, the more disappointments you will get?

And when you have no hopes, you will not get disappointments?

So wrong. Both statements.

The reasons we have more hopes is because we see more lights and solutions to an obstacle.

The more we see, the more effort we will put into achieving our dreams, making our hopes a reality, fighting for a reason, that is to survive.

Someone who has such strong wills will not get disappointed so easily as there is no end of path of a road, there is just a road not taken, which still remains an option..

There is no such thing as more disappoinments, its just a matter of how we see it, how and is it worth us placing our hopes upon.

As for the second statement, when there is no hope,there is no disappointments?

When there is no hope, when you wake up every morning, what will be the purpose of life?

There is no life without hope. There is no soul without hope. There are no dreams without hope. Life is empty. There isnt even the thrill of getting disappointments..

Its not a thrill, but its a part of life that somehow, we cant live without. And sometimes, we will appreciate this feeling after some time, because we cant learn if we have never felt disappointed before..

Hopes, and disappointments are closely related..

They are part and parcel of our life, just like feelings being a part of us, even the best people experience them, there's no running away, or avoiding them..

The only difference is the way we see it, the way we perceive things, the way we present our hopes and whether it is worth it..

Disappointments are unavoidable, but always remember, there is always the next round of hope as life goes on..

We live by admiration, hope and love, and these are our motivations.

=He does not hope to win, has already lost=

So shouldnt we hope for the best and do our best, whatever we can do?

At least we did something, we wont feel regretful, we wont feel guilty..

So all the best to you.. =D And all the best to me.. Its time to study, carrying a new hope..

Some fine quotes- ( Me too free hor? Haha) Ehem.. But have to say, they opened up my insights..

Hope sees the invisible, feels the intangible and achieves the impossible (Anon)

Never deprive someone of hope, as it may be all they have.. (Anon)

We must accept finite disappointment, but we must never lose infinite hope (Dr Martin Luther king Jr )

Learn from yesterday, live for today, hope for tomorrow. The important thing is never stop questioning (Albert Einstein)

Consult not your fears but your hopes and dreams. Think not about your frustrations but about your unfulfilled potential. Concern yourself not with what you tried and failed in, but with what is still possible for you to do (Pope john XX111)

But in the midst of hopes and disappointments, there is also the presence of the word called fear..

Is it a friend or foe?

Fear of failing, fear of rejections, fear of labels, fears of perceptions..

Another story, to be continued..

September 29 2010 Hours 1315

Teaser

=) Next Post =)

September 23 2010 Hours 1843

Sick T.T

Having flu for 3 days till wana die ad..

Finally decided to go PKU..

The nurse was surprised that i haven been there before..

Lol. Should i be proud? =D Sweatzz..

Anyway, thanks to KX for fetching me there and thanks to SL for accompanying me there

*Somehow i dont dare to go there alone*

Yea, finally declared fever..

And the doc asked me to take a good rest but doesnt want to give me MC..


Mou-liu post..

The stack of medicine i brought back..

I really wonder why she gave me cough and phlegm medicine too..

As precaution steps ? Or to give me back my share?

Anyway,dont know why they only give me 5 miserable tablets fof flu..

When the main reason of me going there is because of my non-stop flu..

Sweat..

But i have to be well soon..

Exams next week..

=(

September 23 2010 Hours 1839

FST 4821

We eat cereals everyday..

Erm maybe not we lar, maybe just me.. =D

But the point is, do we actually know what is cereals?

Actually i dont want to know lor, but dr rose force me to know, and to understand it..

Maybe i should, it has become a part of me anyway, if the saying- you are what you eat is true, which i am sure it is.. =D

So cereals. Hmm. Introduction , ladies and gentlemen

What are cereals? Hmm they are edible seeds @ grains of the grass family lor. Grass XD

Principle cereals crops: Wheat, Maize, Rice ( Wow rice is a type of cereal), then barley, oats, rye, sorghum, millet (taktau apa benda itu)...

Most important: CEREALS-MOST IMPORTANT GROUP of vege kingdom, STAPLE FOOD DIET-provides at least 2/3 of a person's ENERGY and PROTEIN intake...

Then got a lot of black black pictures that are indistinguishable.. means can skip lor right =D

So skipping one page.. here we are at Structure.. =D

Cereal grains structure-basically similar differing from one another in detail only-- ONLY wor..

The only causes a lot of problems lor my god.. but anyway..

Wheat/Rye/Maize:
1) Fruit Coat (or Pericarp)
2) Seed Coat
3) Endosperm
4) Germ

Oats/Barley/Rice:

IN ADDITION GOT 'RUSK OR HUSK' OUTSIDE THE FRUIT COAT

Each of the main parts, as mentioned above, is divided into various layers and tissues,

Cz got a lot of layers, so the miller must be able to separate each individual part of the grain lor, if not how to process wor.. so important -MILLER SEPARATING EACH OF THE LAYERS =D

Structure of a wheat grain:

1) Bran coatings: 6 layers of cells: Outer 3-pericarp, inner 3- seed coat (inner like a coat covering the seed? =D )

2) Endosperm: Tightly packed cells of: Soluble & Insoluble proteins,Oil,Sugar, Minerals,Moisture

3)Germ ( Or embryo) - 3 parts:

• Radical-Rootlet,
• Plumule-Green Shoot
• Scuttelum-Containing vitamin content of the grain ( We must eat more? =D )

Overall Chemical Composition:

1) Crude Fiber: 2-5 times higher in oats, barley, paddy

2) Protein: Low in rice

3) Fat: Oat, maize and millet rich in fat (If rich in fat then why the Quakers ad say that oats help to reduce cholesterol level in blood by clotting them together and eliminating them out of the system? .. Dont un but anyway for exams.. yea they are rich in fat ..)

Perhaps cholesterol is diff from fat, adn they want to convince customers and use that as a selling point? =D

4)Minerals- HIGHER in barley, oats and rice THAN in maize, wheat and rye..

Then i dont know why, suddenly, we jump to carbohydrates =D

Got 4 lor, in the notes.. STARCH, FIBRE, PENTOSAN and SUGARS

Wah.. really a lot.. to be continued XD

At this time i'm typing this post, someone told me my satay is in the middle of the pipeline in the sewage system >.< |||

September 21 2010, Hours 1825

p/s Flu the whole day, itu Fion suggests that i breathe using my mouth..

Sure inhaled a lot of dust into my system today XD.. cz there's no such thing as bulu mulut to act as a filter unlike bulu hidung..

But no choice. Either do it, or die of suffocation XD

So many possibilities to kill me lately

FST 4001

They say, we always remember something better if we write it down.

Will we remember something better if we type it down? =D

Well, we will never know till we try.

So let me try here =D

Hey its my blog, i can write anything i want =D Blogging for myself..

But hopefully you wont get bored to death..

Exams next Monday, let me start with FST 4001 Makanan Halal =)

Purpose of Legislation:

a) To protect consumers

b) obligation or manufacturers and service providers to follow certain regulations and procedures- follow certain regulations and procedures- to ensure businesses are run with justice, transparency, honesty, respect and good manners

Consumer Rights: SCMT

A) Safety and Security
B) Clarity of information
c) Making Decision
D) To be heard/to file a report

Relating to remember: If a girl feels safety and security from someone, then of cz she needs to clarify the information received, after clarifying, then of cz a decision needs to be reached, and tata, after that.. hmm.. to be heard and to file a report hardly relates (file a report to who wor?), but its one of the 4 steps, so yea.. its there =D

Malaysian Law- FOUR STEPS IN LAW MAKING PROCESS

1) Formulation of Acts - Department/Ministry(proposal to be presented by Minister)
2) Debate -Parliament(Elected Representatives)
3) Approval (Parliament)
4) Announcement (Majesty)

Relating to remember: Formula Debate Approval Announce

Relevant Food Laws and Regulations

1) Trade Description Act 1972 - Got two lor, one is Usage of Halal, one is Food Labelling
2)Food Act 1983 & Food Regulations 1985
3) Custom Act 1967 - Prohibition of Imports

..... Wah summore got a lot leh.. lazy to type out..

But most important is that Food Analysis Act and Halal & Haram Food Act- Former is final stage, latter is proposal lor... =D

Why the approval of act is necessary leh?

1) To ensure food produced and claimed halal is really halal and authentic

2) To avoid adulteration and cheating in the process of preparation, distribution and trade of halal product

3) To efficiently monitor and enforce the trade of halal food

Relating to remember: Sket ppl cheat mar, if got law then ppl will get sket, so they will ensure that food produced really halal if wana claim the halal logo, then to avoid them cheating lor in p.d.t of halal product, and also to efficiently monitor and enforce( monitor and enforce always exist when it comes to law.. no running away! )

System for Food Control - got 3 lor..

LEGISLATION, ENFORCEMENT AND ANALYSIS

Hmm legislation: Basic component for an effective food control..
enforcement: to ensure regulations and procedures are obeyed lor
analysis: pending-wait ar let me process first, still cant see in the notes >.<

Organisations Involved- HEADED BY THE DEPARTMENT OF ISLAMIC DEVELOPMENT(JAKIM)

...

Then got many others lor... MARDI, Trade industry, customs, consumers assoc etc etc..

And then ar.. wah. .really a lot more. .all elaboration.. lazy...

So in conclusion: I'm lazy..

Crap..

September 21 2010 Hours 1718 while waiting for bbi class to start at 7 >.<

Maybe will ponteng lolz

Just A Little Something Part 2

In blogging mood again =D Ehem.. firstly presenting..

Souvenirs from my friends from Raya hols =D

And as i was writing this, a friend of mine also gave me something

Coincidentally got bring camera so upload together =D
Wow thanks so much to you guys. Really really appreciate it lots lots lots =D

I am sorry i dont have any souvenirs for you guys..

Unless you guys want some water from the stream? Good also, refreshing =D

Well, speaking of today,today will be a tiring day as i will be out from 10 till 10..

When i have mood to study, there wont be time, and when i have time to study, i dont have the mood..

Do i really want to wait till the very last minute before i can study?

Perhaps the last resort, but i hope, i wont need to do that..

3 papers nxt week on Monday, Tuesday and Thursday respectively. This is really crazy..

And the most important question is that i keep asking myself how to get my brain back to the mode it used to be before my holidays..

Yea. As i'm writing this, my knee keep itching. Signs that my knee is healing..

Wonder why wounds itch before they heal.. They want to tell us that its healing and tell us to jaga ourselves more so that we wont distrupt its progess? =D

My leg on that day after i come back from Gopeng. So painful and blueblack and bleeding for so long..

But seriously, very painful .. Dont know i'm lucky or not lucky. I got it the last 5 minutes before it ended..

Fell down and tripped over some rocks and kena some sand punya geseran in the stream

Kept bleeding and bleeding and my fren told me, if after 1 week its still bleeding, then only go see doctor.. now only small matter lolz

Didnt dare to tell mum directly how i got it.Cz coincidentally, that stream is very near the spot where the Kampar drowning a few months ago happens..

And my dad specially asked me if i'm going to play water and i told him i dont know what the plan was about.. =D Luckily i didnt drown =D

So.. yesterday, mou-liu-ing in my room, when suddenly thought of taking pictures of healing..

Lolz. Very itchy.. i feel like peeling it off..

But if peeling ad, then there will be scars..

My left leg ad has scar due to..

And i think my right leg is probably going to have it also, the rate i'm peeling it..

But thinking further, maybe having a scar there will be great, at least, it serves as a...

Well, i should be studying now, why blogging ler? Lolz

Wish me luck. And thanks for tolerating such a mou-liu- post of mine =D

September 21 2010 Hours 1340

Just A Little Something =)

One fine day, mum came across an ad in the papers.

Buy 1 free 1 (0.5kg) cake..

And so we thought, wow, what a great deal..

Its something like buy 1 free 1 right..

I mean buy 1 0.5kg cake and free another 1 0.5kg cake..



So dad and I woke up early in the morning just to queue to be a part of the great promotion..

But sadly, its just another business tactic..

They say, its supposed to be, buy one 1kg cake, and free another 0.5kg cake..

How are we supposed to finish all?

But ad there, so dont want to end up empty handed..

So tata.. There it is, the cappucino 1kg cake..

And the mango 0.5kg cake..

Doesnt seem like its 0.5kg right =D



But its more delicious than the cappucino wan.. =D

Perhaps i only like capuccino drinks and not cake, its too sweet =D

When i say its sweet, its really sweet =D haha

Anyway, the cappucino cake, the strawberries.. just half of it



Looks are deceiving right =D

The moral of the story is, when they say there's a promotion, sometimes, it may not necessarily be a promotion.

Just another marketing gimmick to draw attention of customers..

And so, we spent out whole week eating cake and more cake..

Lolz

Just back today. 1st day back.. And hearing exams ad =( Haiz..

September 20 Hours 1510

Reflecting

Finally, Saturday the 18th, i finally finished all assignments and reports supposed to be done during the holidays

Okay,i didnt get to study, but honestly, finishing up the reports, i ad consider myself reaching a big accomplishment

Giving myself a clap *Yay* -Lolz. Sorry ya. Syok sendiri >.<

After reports, too free, lazy to pack.. lazy to watch drama, so i thought..

Well MunYee, might as well make full use of Streamyx as i wont be getting any line there at night, sad to say..

So here i am, sitting at the exact same spot.. thinking what i want to do..

So i opened 2 msns, one normally, and the other using ebuddy-

I added 'myself' in both msns, and i see my name appearing at both main windows of my msn..

Lolz. Crazy stuff i did.. Both msns have different set of friends, with some occasional repeats of closer friends, so i consider them different from one another..

And i browsed through my photo albums, and tagged photos in fb..

And i realised, fb photo album is like our journey of life ..

I mean that part of life since fb was publicly and popularly used till now..

Sometimes, really envy the younger generation who has the privilege to use fb from a younger age..

Bittersweet memories. The power of pictures, in one photo gallery..

One picture what especially caught my eye, is



Photoshopped picture of LC 1208 by Balakavitha. Used to know one another, now, besides being friends in fb, we are nothing else..

Funny, how time can change us. Like Inteyo, used to be a part of my life, but now, is it still?

I remember the days spent together, the hikes, the stream trottings, the visits, the camps, the stayovers, the events, and i wonder.. if that part of my life is over.

I'm living a life full of regrets? I really have no answer..

Sei lor, i emo again.. really swt.. Cannot emo so often =D

But seriously, i am really thinking, if i took the other path, what will the outcome be?

What sort of person am I? I am looking at myself in the mirror, and i thought i can get an answer..

But the answer i got was that,

Miss MunYee, you really need a hair cut..

Lolz. Tonight is not a good time to think. But i wonder..

How you made it through. And if i could do it too.

I am getting tired of giving myself faith that i can do it.

Because now, i start to wonder, if i really have the strength

I wish.. i'm living a teenage dream. No worries, no need to think much,

everything there for me, you being there for me.

September 18 2010 Hours 2250

I will

Have been sitting in front of the laptop for the whole day..

Settling so many reports, its only now that i realise i have so many things to do..

I passed my sleepiness period, but i think i have to go to bed soon before i get sleep deprived..

I dont mind having sleep deprivation, i'm just scared i dont have time for sleep payback..

Time really flies. So fast, its time to start packing to go back to uni..

Maybe i'm just stressed, but tonight, i thought back of so many things..

How time really flies,

I know as humans, we need to look forward to the future, but tonight, i cant help but think..

how nice it is, if we could really turn back time. Just a day in the past will do, i guess i will be contented

But its just a dream of memories, bittersweet, but cherished and remembered.

When there's a meet, there will be farewell.

This is life, we cant change this fact. There is no thing such as forever.

But we can choose to make the best of it.

I will. I hope i have enough faith.

Good night =D

September 18 Hours 0036

With Them =D

From a lot of uncertainties, suddenly, this idea is born=D..

And it survived passed many other nominations and choices..

Abandoned plans include Pangkor ( Sad case of 3D2N----> 2D1N---> 1D---> 0 days ) lolz

And lost world plan gone, my fren's dream vacation place, in which he sent me a sms stating

"Dengan dukacitanya dimaklumkan lost world plan kita dibatalkan kerana kekurangan anggota lol". After i got the sms i dont know what reaction to give. Lol

Then came the paintball sugg, and the Penang sugg, even the Taiping Zoo sugg lol

But anyway, in the end, we went White Water Rafting at Gopeng =D

I didnt dare to tell dad i'm going to play water, cz i dont know how to swim, and i dont want them to worry about me..

White water rafting seems so different, i have been stream trotting numerous times through Inteyo, but i have never been white water rafting =D

It has been so long since i last felt that sense of satisfaction. And so long since i've been so close to nature. That i almost forgot how it feels like.

Okay la. Enough of crap. Now lets get into the main topic =D So long ever since i last posted an event-based post with pictures in sequence. With names included. haha

First, after a lot of persuasions and last minute changes in plans, finally WyeHon and ChunHo agreed to drive =D And we reached in one piece =D Yay. Thanks lots =)

And after locking up our belongings and changing into appropriate sandals(with lotsa sand), there we were transported in a truck to the stream..

Luckily they didnt ask us to walk. Lol. the shoe got lotsa sand inside giving me leg massage.. haha

Group picture, dry group picture =D

Reached the stream in 2 minutes by truck =D And we were given briefings =D

Okay la, to be frank, actually i dont know what the contents of the briefing are about.

I know they are talking about safety features, but after sometime, i am beginning to get the signs mixed up.. sweat..

Life jacket and Cap =D 3rd time i'm wearing life jacket,

1st time in Belum forest, 2nd time while snorkelling in Thai, and this is the 3rd.. Now only i know, life jackets also got many designs and different styles of wearing lol.

The ''Form Sixes", as KarWei names it. How nice if we remain form Six now..

My deskmate and me =D My target for bullies =D Far from sight but not far from heart =D

Yupzz we are ready to begin our mission! =D to conquer the Kampar river =D

Dont have any pictures in the middle yet as the photos are not here yet, i really wonder how those pictures look like... =)

But anyway, some pics when we stop down for rest..

Down from the boat =D Miss Leong Li-Shan is naughty.. hahaha

And yea, like beaches, we practised jumps too..
Jump 1 =D

Jump 2 =D

Jump 3 =D



Jump 4 =D

Wet group picture- Outside the toilet

Yea and something super embarrassing happened to me..

I thought the picture was bad, suddennly from no where, one video surfaces.

In fb. And tagged =.= johnietangkarwei..

Okay la since everyone already knows, let me justify here lolz

I opened the tap like normally, then the water starts to fly out.

And the whole tap came out. And i was holding the whole tap leaving a big hole on the wall.

And the worse thing is cant screw back >.<
revenge on tangkarwei for pubicity..

yea, ending for the tap story: i squashed the tap back, and after that no one dares to enter that cubicle wakaka

Let me post some shoots here, in sequence..

Presenting.. greedy johnie =D

TAKE 1: EYEING THE FOOD WITH A BIG CLIPPER IN HIS HANDS PROBABLY THINKING WHICH CHICKEN WILL BE HIS VICTIM..



TAKE 2: STILL EYEING THE CHICKEN, STARTS TO ORDER CHUNHO AD..

"I want this, that, everything XD "



TAKE 3: I AM NOT FULL, COME GIVE ME SOME MORE FOOD =D



Lolz. Wakaka.. Really didnt expect you to have such big appetite hahaha. But seriously, the food is very delicious..

Group picture with the guides =D

Last but not least, there are certificates for each of us =D



Certificates of survival? Haha

I dont want to make this post so emo..

Wonder when will have chance to meet you all again..

Till the next time we meet again.. really cherish time spent with all of you

All the best =D and plan our next trip ya =D

Sept 17 2010, Hours 0153

p/s Happy belated bday Durga =D

Byebye FST

I made a mistake.

I shouldnt tell my mum i have exams right after Raya. Sweat..

Now guiltiness starts to strike when i dont know where and when to start telling her about my plans for the following week

2 weeks, just 2 weeks. I cant say that this break is short, but it is really not enough.

I thought it is, but i was wrong.

I want to play =D play =D and play =D

*So much for my efforts to save money for next year lolz*

Erm.. my holidays began with an active strike towards the Warga Tidur Awal Bangun Awal + Jom pergi bersenam plan implemented by Mr TKW and friends.

Actually was back from a game of squash and gym the day before, so was still in recovery process so i didnt really want to go..

And yea, i must rmb to put his name under the list of ppl who succeeded to hav an answer for all the excuses i gave for not going. 7 excuses, 7 convincing answers and solutions *Salute* lolz

The first day after i came back, the feeling is indescribable. I am beginning to see the definition of old..

Hand pain leg pain body pain walau.. sweat. But thanks for driving me there=)

Then off to have movie with my friend. Yay. Great day =D

Still in planning: Tata. Pangkor Trip, Penang Trip, Sing K Session, and ehem.. 55% lost world, as promised haha

Still in progress ( And i think will still be in progress on the 19th/9) : Assignment and FST.

Actually kinda feel guilty when you always tag me in fb and tell me this and that about my report

I dont want to talk about this.. Cz i have nothing to say about the way you work

And that night i feel so disappointed with you

But anyhow, i am sorry. I know i have my faults too, and its not easy for you to manage the whole thing on your own, i appreciate what you have done..

But i appreciate it more when you have more trust in me and dont always change your mind

Still got 3113 and 3305 Discussion for Canning, both also hangat-hangat tahi ayam. but a promise i make myself, must settle before hols end..

Cz after hols, i think i am going to be in deep trouble..

Drowned by the dreaded word called examinations

But for now, enjoy =)

Back to the title of this post, it shouldnt be byebye fst..

It should be.. See you fst. =)

Just never say goodbye to anything before its the end of life

September 11 Hours 1429

Changes

People change. Ever wonder why gaps between some people who know one another so well will be wider as time passes?

From so close friends, they can become total strangers when they meet..

Its not that they do not know one another. They are not enemies. But there's nothing to say, except for hi, and bye.

There are so many words left unsaid, but remained unspoken..

Why is this happening?

There are 3 basic reasons i can think about.

1) People change.Change because they are influenced. By other people,by the society, the environment. It is not because they forget their roots. Its because as human beings, in our perception, we want better things for ourselves, leaning and learning towards it, and this word is called adaptation. Different people have ways of adaptations, and when they differ, they can no longer see eye-to-eye not comprehend what is going on in the mind of the other party.. Neither party is fault. And there is no stopping nor solutions..

2) You just realised that the other party doesnt change. Its just that you just realised that you actually just saw the person's true colours, and you are not fascinated, nor impressed..

3) No one changes. Just that both parties are too tired to catch up as they may be in the middle of other commitments.

Actually, why are people so complicated? There is a simpler solution: simplicity, but no one seems to consider that an option..

Fighting, sacrificing, is it really worth it?

I really dont know. But it breaks my heart. With you

Dont think about minors, lets speak about majors

Can i just choose a C Major, instead of a G flat major. Simpler, straight to the point, and direct

Its the same, its just a different pitch.

But people just dont get it.

September 10 2010 Hours 0208

8.9.10

Such a great date, i decided to jot something down in my blog today.

Well, supposed to be doing 3113 assignment, but hmm.. lolz blogging comes first

Update later, i just want to say..

Happy holidays! =D I love you lotss lotss

September 8 2010 Hours 2102

p.s. The holidays are just starting =D

Merdeka Outing

I'm sorry Malaysia, and sorry to my forefathers, but Independence Day didnt really mean that much to me, apart from the fact that it is a public holiday

Thats all. Full stop. Although it is just a one-day-holiday, when i was young, we will have family outings to near places, Penang, Taiping, Kuala Kangsar, or perhaps just a drive in town.

So, i can gladly say that Independence Day has its significance too.. Family Time.. =p

This year, I celebrate that day by going out with my friends, to a place i have bever been too. Yea, its near, but i have never been there. Lol.

Jusco Balakong for a sing-k, shopping, and movie session.

First time i go sing-k session of mandarin+korean songs.. wakaka..

I am beginning to feel the sadness of being illiterate.. i need to study to upgrade myself T.T

And later window shopping and just lepak-ing around..

And finally decided to go to the supermarket to walk..

Wondering if i bought any clothes? Haha.. I gladly announce i DIDNT..

Must believe me.. =D Yea okay its irresistible, but i did it.. lolz

I'm getting poor, its a bad fact, but its a reality i must face.. Super sad..

What should i do? >.< *face looking down at the keyboard crying*

Lol. Not that dramatic lar. Not that poor yet.. but still need to start budget-ing..

No luxury, only necessities.. Not really necessities but only the really necessary ones..

Cz in KH, clothes is also included in the list of necessities so i want to make the line clear.. lolz

Yea, went to the supermarket to shop, not shop, sorry, we went there to examine food

Its so natural.. just picking up a food package and turn at the back to read the ingredients,

and recently a new hobby, looking at the Halal logo to see if its genuine.. lolz

Good thing or bad thing? Haha..

Then later for movies.. I missed my Grown-Ups 2 times in a row.. yer must watch must watch...

Choice of the night: Love in Disguise..

Personally ,i am not really a great fan of LeeHom, but his musical talents, surprise me.

He can play so many musical instruments perfectly..

And his eyes, really so charming..

The story line is predictable, but its there with a touch of humour, and words that can make me think and ponder over..

This is not my dream any longer, it has become my vision. Wow. Superb

So handsome even when he's wearing a wig that makes him look as if he hasnt watched his hair for years..

But one important point that: He's super handsome. Lolz

Great day today =) But the only thing is that my heart wasnt fully there cz i'm busy thinking of you..

Too many smses from you make me scared..

Crap..

September 1 2010 Hours 1243