A New Year..

.. feeling unappreciated..

..feeling disappointed..

..all old wounds opening..

Everything that goes wrong..

They say its my fault

If you want it to be this way, then this is the way it shall be

I wanted to put it down, but apparently,

it is not easy.

Not only my part, but everyone elses

I will remember this new year

Nothing else but disappointments and regrets.

Perhaps i am just a little jealous

But you cant blame me for reacting this way

A simple reason

But i think you wont understand.

January 1 2011 Hours 1414